Typically. a first blog is an "about me" type thing.
The only thing to say at this point is I'm at a very interesting point in my life. Everything I say will NOT sound as cheesy as this first blog, and I hope to improve as I do this on a more regular basis.
Basically, I have spent the last few months (years?) with the mentality of being as NoT normal as possible, yet I've always found myself just one hint out of the "loop;" there are people I consider to be friends but what I'm really looking for are people to hang out with; people who I can be calm around enough to actually feel normal.
There are at least 3 sides to me- the crazy, unpredictable, possibly sometimes annoying side;
the "immature pig/guy" side (the one that I hope has NEVER gone public);
the side that I think I will eventually primarily assume-the side that smiles calmly with the leather jacket that he got from THE Paul O' Neill and who is ready to lead himself and his helpers, following God to make His differemce in the world; do interpret that as you will, but pay attention/note the email address.
I try to live everyday with the mindset that everything truly good is a gift from God and I try to be the miracle somebody will need me to be.
If nothing else, my newest resolution was to make at least one person happy per day. I've gotten behind on that goal, but I hope to catch up.
***As for the tititle, long before Facebook added poking, my family poked one another as signs that we thought we were ok people; almost signs of compassion.
Consider this your uplifting oh-so-slight jab in the right direction as I search for mine.***
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